‘I can’t come,’ she said apologetically, ‘I have forgotten how to fly.’
‘I’ll soon teach you again.’
‘O Peter, don’t waste the fairy dust on me.’
She had risen; and now at last a fear assailed him. ‘What is it?’ he cried, shrinking.
‘I will turn up the light,’ she said, ‘and then you can see for yourself.’
For almost the only time in his life that I know of, Peter was afraid. ‘Don’t turn up the light,’ he cried.
She let her hands play in the hair of the tragic boy. She was not a little girl heart-broken about him; she was a grown woman smiling at it all, but they were wet smiles.
Then she turned up the light, and Peter saw. He gave a cry of pain; and when the tall beautiful creature stooped to lift him in her arms he drew back sharply.
‘What is it?’ he cried again.
She had to tell him.
‘I am old, Peter. I am ever so much more than twenty. I grew up long ago.’
‘You promised not to!’
‘I couldn’t help it. I am a married woman, Peter.’
‘No, you’re not.’
‘Yes, and the little girl in the bed is my baby.’
‘No, she’s not.’
But he supposed she was; and he took a step towards the sleeping child with his dagger upraised. Of course he did not strike. He sat down on the floor instead and sobbed; and Wendy did not know how to comfort him, though she could have done it so easily once. She was only a woman now, and she ran out of the room to try to think.
Peter continued to cry, and soon his sobs woke Jane. She sat up in bed, and was interested at once.
‘Boy,’ she said, ‘why are you crying?’
Peter rose and bowed to her, and she bowed to him from the bed.
‘Hullo,’ he said.
‘Hullo,’ said Jane.
‘My name is Peter Pan,’ he told her.
‘Yes, I know.’
‘I came back for my mother,’ he explained,’ to take her to the Neverland.’
‘Yes, I know,’ Jane said, ‘I’ve been waiting for you.’