‘I don’t think I see anything tonight,’ says Wendy, with a feeling that if Nana were here she would object to further conversation.
‘Yes, you do,’ says Jane, ‘you see when you were a little girl.’
‘That is a long time ago, sweetheart,’ says Wendy. ‘Ah me, how time flies!’
‘Does it fly,’ asks the artful child, ‘the way you flew when you were a little girl?’
‘The way I flew! Do you know, Jane, I sometimes wonder whether I ever did really fly.’
‘Yes, you did.’
‘The dear old days when I could fly!’
‘Why can’t you fly now, mother?’
‘Because I am grown up, dearest. When people grow up they forget the way.’
‘Why do they forget the way?’
‘Because they are no longer gay and innocent and heartless. It is only the gay and innocent and heartless who can fly.’
‘What is gay and innocent and heartless? I do wish I was gay and innocent and heartless.’
Or perhaps Wendy admits that she does see something. ‘I do believe’, she says, ‘that it is this nursery.’
‘I do believe it is,’ says Jane. ‘Go on.’
They are now embarked on the great adventure of the night when Peter flew in looking for his shadow.
‘The foolish fellow’, says Wendy, ‘tried to stick it on with soap, and when he could not he cried, and that woke me, and I sewed it on for him.’
‘You have missed a bit,’ interrupts Jane, who now knows the story better than her mother. ‘When you saw him sitting on the floor crying, what did you say?’
‘I sat up in bed and I said, “Boy, why are you crying?”’
‘Yes, that was it,’ says Jane, with a big breath.
‘And then he flew us all away to the Neverland and the fairies and the pirates and the redskins and the mermaids’ lagoon, and the home under the ground, and the little house.’
‘Yes! Which did you like best of all?’
‘I think I liked the home under the ground best of all.’
‘Yes, so do I. What was the last thing Peter ever said to you?’
‘The last thing he ever said to me was, “Just always be waiting for me, and then some night you will hear me crowing.”’
‘Yes.’
‘But, alas, he forgot all about me.’ Wendy said it with a smile. She was as grown up as that.