`It is funny!' he exclaimed. It worried and perplexed him. `But yet--there's so much between us now I couldn't give her up.'
`You know best,' said Mrs Morel. `But if it is as you say, I wouldn't call it love--at any rate, it doesn't look much like it.'
`Oh, I don't know, mother. She's an orphan, and--'
They never came to any sort of conclusion. He seemed puzzled and rather fretted. She was rather reserved. All his strength and money went in keeping this girl. He could scarcely afford to take his mother to Nottingham when he came over.
Paul's wages had been raised at Christmas to ten shillings, to his great joy. He was quite happy at Jordan's, but his health suffered from the long hours and the confinement. His mother, to whom he became more and more significant, thought how to help.
His half-day holiday was on Monday afternoon. On a Monday morning in May, as the two sat alone at breakfast, she said:
`I think it will be a fine day.'
He looked up in surprise. This meant something.
`You know Mr Leivers has gone to live on a new farm. Well, he asked me last week if I wouldn't go and see Mrs Leivers, and I promised to bring you on Monday if it's fine. Shall we go?'
`I say, little woman, how lovely!' he cried. `And we'll go this afternoon?'
Paul hurried off to the station jubilant. Down Derby Road was a cherry-tree that glistened. The old brick wall by the Statutes ground burned scarlet, spring was a very flame of green. And the steep swoop of high road lay, in its cool morning dust, splendid with patterns of sunshine and shadow, perfectly still. The trees sloped their great green shoulders proudly; and inside the warehouse all the morning, the boy had a vision of spring outside.
When he came home at dinner-time his mother was rather excited.
`Are we going?' he asked.
`When I'm ready,' she replied.
Presently he got up.
`Go and get dressed while I wash up,' he said.
She did so. He washed the pots, straightened, and then took her boots. They were quite clean. Mrs Morel was one of those naturally exquisite people who can walk in mud without dirtying their shoes. But Paul had to clean them for her. They were kid boots at eight shillings a pair. He, however, thought them the most dainty boots in the world, and he cleaned them with as much reverence as if they had been flowers.
Suddenly she appeared in the inner doorway rather shyly. She had got a new cotton blouse on. Paul jumped up and went forward.
`Oh, my stars!' he exclaimed. `What a bobby-dazzler!'
She sniffed in a little haughty way, and put her head up.