Miss Wilfer’s compliments came down in return, and, if it were not too much trouble, would Mr Rokesmith be so kind as to come up before he went?
It was not too much trouble, and Mr Rokesmith came up.
Oh she looked very pretty, she looked very, very pretty! If the father of the late John Harmon had but left his money unconditionally to his son, and if his son had but lighted on this loveable girl for himself, and had the happiness to make her loving as well as loveable!
“Dear me! Are you not well, Mr Rokesmith?”
“Yes, quite well. I was sorry to hear, when I came in, that you were not.”
“A mere nothing. I had a headache — gone now — and was not quite fit for a hot theatre, so I stayed at home. I asked you if you were not well, because you look so white.”
“Do I? I have had a busy evening.”
She was on a low ottoman before the fire, with a little shining jewel of a table, and her book and her work, beside her. Ah! what a different life the late John Harmon’s, if it had been his happy privilege to take his place upon that ottoman, and draw his arm about that waist, and say, “I hope the time has been long without me? What a Home Goddess you look, my darling!”
But, the present John Rokesmith, far removed from the late John Harmon, remained standing at a distance. A little distance in respect of space, but a great distance in respect of separation.
“Mr Rokesmith,” said Bella, taking up her work, and inspecting it all round the corners, “I wanted to say something to you when I could have the opportunity, as an explanation why I was rude to you the other day. You have no right to think ill of me, sir.”
The sharp little way in which she darted a look at him, half sensitively injured, and half pettishly, would have been very much admired by the late John Harmon.
“You don’t know how well I think of you, Miss Wilfer.”
“Truly you must have a very high opinion of me, Mr Rokesmith, when you believe that in prosperity I neglect and forget my old home.”
“Do I believe so?”
“You did, sir, at any rate,” returned Bella.
“I took the liberty of reminding you of a little omission into which you had fallen — insensibly and naturally fallen. It was no more than that.”
“And I beg leave to ask you, Mr Rokesmith,” said Bella, “why you took that liberty? — I hope there is no offence in the phrase; it is your own, remember.”
“Because I am truly, deeply, profoundly interested in you, Miss Wilfer. Because I wish to see you always at your best. Because I — shall I go on?”
“No, sir,” returned Bella, with a burning face, “you have said more than enough. I beg that you will not go on. If you have any generosity, any honor, you will say no more.”
The late John Harmon, looking at the proud face with the downcast eyes, and at the quick breathing as it stirred the fall of bright brown hair over the beautiful neck, would probably have remained silent.