With thee did I unlearn the belief in words and worths and in great names. When the devil casteth his skin doth not his name also fall away? It is also skin. The devil himself is perhaps — skin.

Nothing is true, all is permitted: so said I to myself. Into the coldest water did I plunge with head and heart. Ah, how oft did I stand there naked on that account, like a red crab!

Ah, where have gone all my goodness and all my shame and all my belief in the good! Ah, where is the lying innocence which I once possessed, the innocence of the good and of their noble lies!

Too oft, verily, did I follow close to the heels of truth; then did it kick me on the face. Sometimes I meant to lie and behold! Then only did I hit — the truth.

Too much hath become clear unto me; now it doth not concern me any more. Nothing liveth any longer that I love — how should I still love myself?

To live as I incline, or not to live at all: so do I wish; so wisheth also the holiest. But alas! how have I still — inclination?

Have I — still a goal? A haven towards which my sail is set?

A good wind? Ah, he only who knoweth whither he saileth, knoweth what wind is good, and a fair wind for him.

What still remaineth to me? A heart weary and flippant; an unstable will; fluttering wings; a broken backbone.

This seeking for my home: O Zarathustra, dost thou know that this seeking hath been my home-sickening; it eateth me up.

Where is — my home? For it do I ask and seek, and have sought, but have not found it. O eternal everywhere, O eternal nowhere, O eternal — in-vain!

Thus spake the shadow, and Zarathustra’s countenance lengthened at his words. Thou art my shadow! said he at last sadly.

Thy danger is not small, thou free spirit and wanderer! Thou hast had a bad day: see that a still worse evening doth not overtake thee!

To such unsettled ones as thou seemeth at last even a prisoner blessed. Didst thou ever see how captured criminals sleep? They sleep quietly, they enjoy their new security.

Beware lest in the end a narrow faith capture thee, a hard, rigorous delusion! For now everything that is narrow and fixed seduceth and tempteth thee.

Thou hast lost thy goal. Alas, how wilt thou forego and forget that loss? Thereby — hast thou also lost thy way!

Thou poor rover and rambler, thou tired butterfly! Wilt thou have a rest and a home this evening? Then go up to my cave!

Thither leadeth the way to my cave. And now will I run quickly away from thee again. Already lieth as it were a shadow upon me.

I will run alone, so that it may again become bright around me. Therefore must I still be a long time merrily upon my legs. In the evening, however, there will be — dancing with me!

Thus spake Zarathustra.


  By PanEris using Melati.

Previous chapter/page Back Home Email this Search Discuss Bookmark Next chapter
Copyright: All texts on Bibliomania are © Bibliomania.com Ltd, and may not be reproduced in any form without our written permission. See our FAQ for more details.