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My boy was in torment all day, said Lipa. He looked at me with his little eyes and said nothing; he wanted to speak and could not. Holy Father, Queen of Heaven! In my grief I kept falling down on the floor. I stood up and fell down by the beside. And tell me, grandfather, why a little thing should be tormented before his death? When a grownup person, a man or woman, are in torment their sins are forgiven, but why a little thing, when he has no sins? Why? Who can tell? answered the old man. They drove on for half an hour in silence. We cant know everything, how and wherefore, said the old man. It is ordained for the bird to have not four wings but two because it is able to fly with two; and so it is ordained for man not to know everything but only a half or a quarter. As much as he needs to know so as to live, so much he knows. It is better for me to go on foot, grandfather. Now my heart is all of a tremble. Never mind, sit still. The old man yawned and made the sign of the cross over his mouth. Never mind, he repeated. Yours is not the worst of sorrows. Life is long, there will be good and bad to come, there will be everything. Great is mother Russia, he said, and looked round on each side of him. I have been all over Russia, and I have seen everything in her, and you may believe my words, my dear. There will be good and there will be bad. I went as a delegate from my village to Siberia, and I have been to the Amur River and the Altai Mountains and I settled in Siberia; I worked the land there, then I was homesick for mother Russia and I came back to my native village. We came back to Russia on foot; and I remember we went on a steamer, and I was thin as thin, all in rags, barefoot, freezing with cold, and gnawing a crust, and a gentleman who was on the steamerthe kingdom of heaven be his if he is deadlooked at me pitifully, and the tears came into his eyes. Ah, he said, your bread is black, your days are black. And when I got home, as the saying is, there was neither stick not stall; I had a wife, but I left her behind in Siberia, she was buried there. So I am living as a day labourer. And yet I tell you: since then I have had good as well as bad. Here I do not want to die, my dear, I would be glad to live another twenty years; so there has been more of the good. And great is our mother Russia! and again he gazed to each side and looked round. Grandfather, Lipa asked, when anyone dies, how many days does his soul walk the earth? Who can tell! Ask Vavila here, he has been to school. Now they teach them everything. Vavila! the old man called to him. Yes! Vavila, when anyone dies how long does his soul walk the earth? Vavila stopped the horse and only then answered: Nine days. My uncle Kirilla died and his soul lived in our hut thirteen days after. How do you know? For thirteen days there was a knocking in the stove. Well, thats all right. Go on, said the old man, and it could be seen that he did not believe a word of all that. |
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