|
|
|||||||
|
|
|||||||
|
I kept silent. I dont know what he saw in my face but he asked abruptly: Whyyou arent faint-hearted? God only knows, Captain Giles, was my sincere answer. Thats all right, he said calmly. You will learn soon how not to be faint-hearted. A man has got to learn everythingand thats what so many of them youngsters dont understand. Well, I am no longer a youngster. No, he conceded. Are you leaving soon? I am going on board directly, I said. I shall pick up one of my anchors and heave in to half-cable on the other directly my new crew comes on board and I shall be off at daylight to-morrow! You will, grunted Captain Giles approvingly. thats the way. Youll do. What did you think? That I would want to take a week ashore for a rest? I said, irritated by his tone. Theres no rest for me till shes out in the Indian Ocean and not much of it even then. He puffed at his cigar moodily, as if transformed. Yes. Thats what it amounts to, he said in a musing tone. It was as if a ponderous curtain had rolled up disclosing an unexpected Captain Giles. But it was only for a moment, just the time to let him add, Precious little rest in life for anybody. Better not think of it. We rose, left the hotel, and parted from each other in the street with a warm handshake, just as he began to interest me for the first time in our intercourse. The first thing I saw when I got back to the ship was Ransome on the quarter-deck sitting quietly on his neatly lashed sea-chest. I beckoned him to follow me into the saloon where I sat down to write a letter of recommendation for him to a man I knew on shore. When finished I pushed it across the table. It may be of some good to you when you leave the hospital. He took it, put it in his pocket. His eyes were looking away from menowhere. His face was anxiously set. How are you feeling now? I asked. I dont feel bad now, sir, he answered stiffly. But I am afraid of its coming on. The wistful smile came back on his lips for a moment. II am in a blue funk about my heart, sir. I approached him with extended hand. His eyes not looking at me had a strained expression. He was like a man listening for a warning call. Wont you shake hands, Ransome? I said gently. He exclaimed, flushed up dusky red, gave my hand a hard wrenchand next moment, left alone in the cabin, I listened to him going up the companion stairs cautiously, step by step, in mortal fear of starting into sudden anger our common enemy it was his hard fate to carry consciously within his faithful breast. |
|||||||
|
|
|||||||
|
|
|
||||||
|
|||||||
|
|
|||||||
| Copyright: All texts on Bibliomania are © Bibliomania.com Ltd, and may not be reproduced in any form without our written permission. See our FAQ for more details. | |||||||