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Very black, indeed, sir. There is something in it for certain. In what quarter? All round, sir. I repeated idly: All round. For certain, with my elbows on the table. Ransome lingered in the cabin as if he had something to do there, but hesitated about doing it. I said suddenly: You think I ought to be on deck? He answered at once but without any particular emphasis or accent: I do, sir. I got to my feet briskly, and he made way for me to go out. As I passed through the lobby I heard Mr. Burns voice saying: Shut the door of my room, will you, steward? And Ransomes rather surprised: Certainly, sir. I thought that all my feelings had been dulled into complete indifference. But I found it as trying as ever to be on deck. The impenetrable blackness beset the ship so close that it seemed that by thrusting ones hand over the side one could touch some unearthly substance. There was in it an effect of inconceivable terror and of inexpressible mystery. The few stars overhead shed a dim light upon the ship alone, with no gleams of any kind upon the water, in detached shafts piercing an atmosphere which had turned to soot. It was something I had never seen before, giving no hint of the direction from which any change would come, the closing in of a menace from all sides. There was still no man at the helm. The immobility of all things was perfect. If the air had turned black, the sea, for all I knew, might have turned solid. It was no good looking in any direction, watching for any sign, speculating upon the nearness of the moment. When the time came the blackness would overwhelm silently the bit of starlight falling upon the ship, and the end of all things would come without a sigh, stir, or murmur of any kind, and all our hearts would cease to beat like run-down clocks. It was impossible to shake off that sense of finality. The quietness that came over me was like a foretaste of annihilation. It gave me a sort of comfort, as though my soul had become suddenly reconciled to an eternity of blind stillness. The seamans instinct alone survived whole in my moral dissolution. I descended the ladder to the quarter- deck. The starlight seemed to die out before reaching that spot, but when I asked quietly: Are you there, men? my eyes made out shadow forms starting up around me, very few, very indistinct; and a voice spoke: All here, sir. Another amended anxiously: All that are any good for anything, sir. Both voices were very quiet and unringing; without any special character of readiness or discouragement. Very matter-of-fact voices. We must try to haul this mainsail close up, I said. The shadows swayed away from me without a word. Those men were the ghosts of themselves, and their weight on a rope could be no more than the weight of a bunch of ghosts. Indeed, if ever a sail was hauled up by sheer spiritual strength it must have been that sail, for, properly speaking, there was not muscle enough for the task in the whole ship let alone the miserable lot of us on deck. Of course, I took the lead in the work myself. They wandered feebly after me from rope to rope, stumbling and panting. They toiled like Titans. We were half-an-hour at it at least, and all the time the black universe made |
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