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Burns flew on deck, got the ship before the wind, then came down again composed, but resolute. Ive shaped a course for Pulo Condor, sir, he said. When we make it, if you are still with us, youll tell me into what port you wish me to take the ship and Ill do it. The old man gave him a look of savage spite, and said those atrocious words in deadly, slow tones. If I had my wish, neither the ship nor any of you would ever reach a port. And I hope you wont. Mr. Burns was profoundly shocked. I believe he was positively frightened at the time. It seems, however, that he managed to produce such an effective laugh that it was the old mans turn to be frightened. He shrank within himself and turned his back on him. And his head was not gone then, Mr. Burns assured me excitedly. He meant every word of it. Such was practically the late captains last speech. No connected sentence passed his lips afterward. That night he used the last of his strength to throw his fiddle over the side. No one had actually seen him in the act, but after his death Mr. Burns couldnt find the thing anywhere. The empty case was very much in evidence, but the fiddle was clearly not in the ship. And where else could it have gone to but overboard? Threw his violin overboard! I exclaimed. He did, cried Mr. Burns excitedly. And its my belief he would have tried to take the ship down with him if it had been in human power. He never meant her to see home again. He wouldnt write to his owners, he never wrote to his old wife, eitherhe wasnt going to. He had made up his mind to cut adrift from everything. Thats what it was. He didnt care for business, or freights, or for making a passageor anything. He meant to have gone wandering about the world till he lost her with all hands. Mr. Burns looked like a man who had escaped great danger. For a little he would have exclaimed: If it hadnt been for me! And the transparent innocence of his indignant eyes was underlined quaintly by the arrogant pair of moustaches which he proceeded to twist, and as if extend, horizontally. I might have smiled if I had not been busy with my own sensations, which were not those of Mr. Burns. I was already the man in command. My sensations could not be like those of any other man on board. In that community I stood, like a king in his country, in a class all by myself. I mean an hereditary king, not a mere elected head of a state. I was brought there to rule by an agency as remote from the people and as inscrutable almost to them as the Grace of God. And like a member of a dynasty, feeling a semimystical bond with the dead, I was profoundly shocked by my immediate predecessor. That man had been in all essentials but his age just such another man as myself. Yet the end of his life was a complete act of treason, the betrayal of a tradition which seemed to me as imperative as any guide on earth could be. It appeared that even at sea a man could become the victim of evil spirits. I felt on my face the breath of unknown powers that shape our destinies. Not to let the silence last too long I asked Mr. Burns if he had written to his captains wife. He shook his head. He had written to nobody. In a moment he became sombre. He never thought of writing. It took him all his time to watch incessantly the loading of the ship by a rascally Chinese stevedore. In this Mr. Burns gave me the first glimpse of the real chief mates soul which dwelt uneasily in his body. He mused, then hastened on with gloomy force. |
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