I know perfectly well my own egotism,
Know my omnivorous lines and must not write any less,
And would
fetch you whoever you are flush with myself.
Not words of routine this song of mine,
But abruptly to question, to leap beyond yet nearer bring;
This
printed and bound book but the printer and the
printing-office boy?
The well-taken photographs but
your wife or friend close
and solid in your arms?
The black ship mail'd with iron, her mighty guns in her
turrets but the pluck of the captain and engineers?
In the houses the dishes and fare and furniture
but the host
and hostess, and the look out of their eyes?
The sky up there yet here or next door, or
across the way?
The saints and sages in history but you yourself?
Sermons, creeds, theology but
the fathomless human brain,
And what is reason? and what is love? and what is life?
43 I do not despise you priests, all time, the world over,
My faith is the greatest of faiths and the least of
faiths,
Enclosing worship ancient and modern and all between
ancient and modern,
Believing I shall come
again upon the earth after five
thousand years,
Waiting responses from oracles, honoring the gods, saluting
the sun,
Making a fetich of the first rock or stump, powowing with
sticks in the circle of obis,
Helping the
llama or brahmin as he trims the lamps of the idols,
Dancing yet through the streets in a phallic procession,
rapt
and austere in the woods a gymnosophist,
Drinking mead from the skull-cup, to Shastas and Vedas
admirant, minding the Koran,
Walking the teokallis, spotted with gore from the stone and
knife, beating the serpent-skin drum,
Accepting
the Gospels, accepting him that was crucified,
knowing assuredly that he is divine,
To the mass kneeling
or the puritan's prayer rising, or sitting
patiently in a pew,
Ranting and frothing in my insane crisis, or
waiting dead-like
till my spirit arouses me,
Looking forth on pavement and land, or outside of pavement
and land,
Belonging to the winders of the circuit of circuits.
One of that centripetal and centrifugal gang I turn and talk
like a man leaving charges before a journey.
Down-hearted doubters dull and excluded,
Frivolous, sullen, moping, angry, affected, dishearten'd,
atheistical,
I
know every one of you, I know the sea of torment, doubt,
despair and unbelief.
How the flukes splash!
How they contort rapid as lightning, with spasms and spouts
of blood!
Be at peace bloody flukes of doubters and sullen mopers,
I take my place among you as much as among
any,
The past is the push of you, me, all, precisely the same,
And what is yet untried and afterward is for
you, me, all
precisely the same.
I do not know what is untried and afterward,
But I know it will in its turn prove sufficient, and cannot fail.
Each who passes is consider'd, each who stops is consider'd,
not a single one can it fail.
It cannot fail the young man who died and was buried,
Nor the young woman who died and was put by
his side,
Nor the little child that peep'd in at the door, and then drew
back and was never seen again,
Nor the old man who has lived without purpose, and feels it
with bitterness worse than gall,
Nor him in
the poor house tubercled by rum and the bad disorder,
Nor the numberless slaughter'd and wreck'd,
nor the brutish
koboo call'd the ordure of humanity,
Nor the sacs merely floating with open mouths for
food to
slip in,
Nor any thing in the earth, or down in the oldest graves of
the earth,
Nor any thing in the
myriads of spheres, nor the myriads of
myriads that inhabit them,
Nor the present, nor the least wisp that
is known.
44 It is time to explain myself let us stand up.