“If I were to bring Miss Fanshawe into your presence just now?”

“I vow, Lucy, she should not move me; or she should move me but by one thing—true, yes, and passionate love. I would accord forgiveness at no less a price.”

“Indeed! A smile of hers would have been a fortune to you a while since.”

“Transformed, Lucy—transformed. Remember, you once called me a slave; but I am a free man now.”

He stood up. In the port of his head, the carriage of his figure, in his beaming eye and mien there revealed itself a liberty which was more than ease, a mood which was disdain of his past bondage.

“Miss Fanshawe,” he pursued, “has led me through a phase of feeling which is over. I have entered another condition, and am now much disposed to exact love for love, passion for passion, and good measure of it, too.”

“Ah, doctor, doctor! you said it was your nature to pursue love under difficulties, to be charmed by a proud insensibility.”

He laughed, and answered, “My nature varies. The mood of one hour is sometimes the mockery of the next. Well, Lucy” (drawing on his gloves), “will the nun come again to-night, think you?”

“I don’t think she will.”

“Give her my compliments if she does—Dr. John’s compliments—and entreat her to have the goodness to wait a visit from him. Lucy, was she a pretty nun? Had she a pretty face? You have not told me that yet, and that is the really important point.”

“She had a white cloth over her face,” said I, “but her eyes glittered.”

“Confusion to her goblin trappings!” cried he irreverently. “But at least she had handsome eyes—bright and soft.”

“Cold and fixed,” was the reply.

“No, no; we’ll none of her. She shall not haunt you, Lucy. Give her that shake of the hand, if she comes again. Will she stand that, do you think?”

I thought it too kind and cordial for a ghost to stand; and so was the smile which matched it and accompanied his “good-night.”

And had there been anything in the garret? What did they discover? I believe, on the closest examination, their discoveries amounted to very little. They talked, at first, of the cloaks being disturbed; but Madame Beck told me afterwards she thought they hung much as usual; and as for the broken pane in the skylight, she affirmed that aperture was rarely without one or more panes broken or cracked; and besides, a heavy hailstorm had fallen a few days ago. Madame questioned me very closely as to what I had seen, but I only described an obscure figure clothed in black. I took care not to breathe the word “nun,” certain that this word would at once suggest to her mind an idea of romance and unreality. She charged me to say nothing on the subject to any servant, pupil, or teacher, and highly commended my discretion in coming to her private salle à manger, instead of carrying the tale of horror to the school refectory. Thus the subject dropped. I was left secretly and sadly to wonder, in my own mind, whether that strange thing was of this world, or of a realm beyond the grave; or whether indeed it was only the child of malady, and I of that malady the prey.


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