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I must find her; and when I do find her, I shall marry her. Not you! and her voice took a sudden accent of peculiar scorn. I liked this; I had roused her from the pensive mood in which I had first found her: I would stir her further. Why doubt it? You marry! Yesof course: nothing more evident than that I can, and shall. The contrary is evident, Mr. Moore. She charmed me in this mood: waxing disdainful, half-insulting; pride, temper, derision blent in her large, fine eye, that had, just now, the look of a merlins. Favour me with your reasons for such an opinion, Miss Keeldar. How will you manage to marry, I wonder? I shall manage it with ease and speed when I find the proper person. Accept celibacy!and she made a gesture with her hand as if she gave me something: Take it as your doom! No; you cannot give me what I already have. Celibacy has been mine for thirty years. If you wish to offer me a gift, a parting present, a keepsake, you must change the boon. Take worse, then! How? What? I now felt, and looked, and spoke eagerly. I was unwise to quit my sheet-anchor of calm even for an instant: it deprived me of an advantage and transferred it to her. The little spark of temper dissolved in sarcasm, and eddied over her countenance in the ripples of a mocking smile. Take a wife that has paid you court to save your modesty, and thrust herself upon you to spare your scruples. Only show me where. Any stout widow that has had a few husbands already, and can manage these things. She must not be rich, then. Oh, these riches! Never would you have gathered the produce of the gold-bearing garden. You have not courage to confront the sleepless dragon! You have not craft to borrow the aid of Atlas! You look hot and haughty. And you far haughtier. Yours is the monstrous pride which counterfeits humility. I am a dependant: I know my place. I am a woman: I know mine. |
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