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`And how was she?' I eagerly asked. `As usual,' was the brief though sad reply. `As usual--that is, far from happy and far from strong.' `She is not positively ill,' returned he; `and she will recover her spirits in a while I have no doubt--But so many trials have been almost too much for her. How threatening those clouds look!' continued he, turning towards the window. `We shall have thunder showers before night, I imagine; and they are just in the midst of stacking my corn. Have you got yours all in yet?' `No.--And Lawrence, did she--did your sister mention me?' `She asked if I had seen you lately.' `And what else did she say?' `I cannot tell you all she said,' replied he with a slight smile, `for we talked a good deal, though my stay was but short; but our conversation was chiefly on the subject of her intended departure, which I begged her to delay till I was better able to assist her in her search after another home.' `But did she say no more about me?' `She did not say much about you, Markham. I should not have encouraged her to do so, had she been inclined; but happily she was not: she only asked a few questions concerning you, and seemed satisfied with my brief answers; wherein she showed herself wiser than her friend--and I may tell you too, that she seemed to be far more anxious lest you should think too much of her, than lest you should forget her.' `She was right.' `But I fear your anxiety is quite the other way, respecting her.' `No, it is not: I wish her to be happy; but I don't wish her to forget me altogether. She knows it is impossible that I should forget her; and she is right to wish me not to remember her too well. I should not desire her to regret me too deeply; but I can scarcely imagine she will make herself very unhappy about me, because I know I am not worthy of it, except in my appreciation of her.' `You are neither of you worthy of a broken heart,--nor of all the sighs, and tears, and sorrowful thoughts that have been, and I fear will be wasted upon you both; but at present, each has a more exalted opinion of the other than, I fear, he or she deserves; and my sister's feelings are naturally full as keen as yours, and I believe more constant; but she has the good sense and fortitude to strive against them in this particular; and I trust she will not rest till she has entirely weaned her thoughts--' he hesitated. `From me,' said I. `And I wish you would make the like exertions,' continued he. `Did she tell you that that was her intention?' `No; the question was not broached between us: there was no necessity for it, for I had no doubt that such was her determination. `To forget me?' `Yes Markham! Why not?' |
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