`To-morrow, if you meet me on the moor about midday, I will tell you all you seek to know; and perhaps you will then see the necessity of discontinuing our intimacy--if, indeed, you do not willingly resign me as one no longer worthy of regard.'

`I can safely answer no, to that: you cannot have such grave confessions to make--you must be trying my faith, Helen.'

`No, no, no,' she earnestly repeated--`I wish it were so! Thank Heaven,' she added, `I have no great crime to confess; but I have more than you will like to hear, or, perhaps, can readily excuse,--and more than I can tell you now; so let me entreat you,to leave me!'

`I will; but answer me this one question first;--do you love me?'

`I will not answer it'

`Then I will conclude you do; and so good night.'

She turned from me to hide the emotion she could not quite control; but I took her hand and fervently kissed it.

`Gilbert, do leave me!' she cried, in a tone of such thrilling anguish that I felt it would be cruel to disobey. But I gave one look back before I closed the door, and saw her leaning forward on the table, with her hands pressed against her eyes, sobbing convulsively; yet I withdrew in silence. I felt that to obtrude my consolations on her then would only serve to aggravate her sufferings.

To tell you all the questionings and conjectures--the fears, and hopes, and wild emotions that jostled and chased each other through my mind as I descended the hill, would almost fill a volume in itself. But before I was half-way down a sentiment of strong sympathy for her I had left behind me had displaced all other feelings, and seemed imperatively to draw me back: I began to think, `Why am I hurrying so fast in this direction? Can I find comfort or consolation--peace, certainty, contentment, all--or anything that I want at home? and can I leave all perturbation, sorrow and anxiety behind me there?'

And I turned round to look at the old hall. There was little besides the chimneys visible above my contracted horizon. I walked back to get a better view of it. When it rose in sight, I stood still a moment to look, and then continued moving towards the gloomy object of attraction. Something called me nearer--nearer still--and why not, pray? Might I not find more benefit in the contemplation of that venerable pile with the full moon in the cloudless heaven shining so calmly above it--with that warm yellow lustre peculiar to an August night--and the mistress of my soul within, than in returning to my home where all comparatively was light, and life, and cheerfulness, and therefore inimical to me in my present frame of mind,--and the more so that its inmates all were more or less imbued with that detestable belief the very thought of which made my blood boil in my veins--and how could I endure to hear it openly declared--or cautiously insinuated--which was worse?--I had had trouble enough already, with some babbling fiend that would keep whispering in my ear, `It may be true,' till I had shouted aloud, `It is false! I defy you to make me suppose it!'

I could see the red firelight dimly gleaming from her parlour window. I went up to the garden wall, and stood leaning over it, with my eyes fixed upon the lattice, wondering what she was doing, thinking, or suffering now, and wishing I could speak to her but one word, or even catch one glimpse of her, before I went.

I had not thus looked, and wished, and wondered long, before I vaulted over the barrier, unable to resist the temptation of taking one glance through the window, just to see if she were more composed than when we parted;--and if I found her still in deep distress, perhaps I might venture to attempt a word of comfort--to utter one of the many things I should have said before, instead of aggravating her sufferings