leaving Moscow, had given up sending him the money. And, in consequence of this, Vronsky, who had
been in the habit of living on the scale of forty-five thousand a year, having only received twenty thousand
that year, now found himself in difficulties. To get out of these difficulties, he could not apply to his mother
for money. Her last letter, which he had received the day before, had particularly exasperated him by
the hints it contained that she was quite ready to help him to succeed in the world and in the army, but
not to lead a life which scandalized all good society. His mother's attempt to buy him stung him to the
quick and made him feel colder than ever toward her. But he could not draw back from the generous
word when it was once uttered, even though he felt now, vaguely foreseeing certain eventualities in his
liaison with Madame Karenina, that his generous word had been spoken thoughtlessly, and that, even
though he were not married, he might need all the hundred thousand of income. But it was impossible
to draw back. He had only to recall his brother's wife, to remember how that sweet, delightful Varia sought,
at every convenient opportunity, to remind him that she remembered his generosity and appreciated it,
to grasp the impossibility of taking back his gift. It was as impossible as beating a woman, or stealing,
or lying. One thing only could and ought to be done, and Vronsky determined upon it without an instant's
hesitation: to borrow money from a moneylender, ten thousand roubles, a proceeding which presented no
difficulty; to cut down his expenses generally, and to sell his race horses. Resolving on this, he promptly
wrote a note to Rolandaky, who had more than once sent to him with offers to buy horses from him.
Then he sent for the Englishman and the moneylender, and divided what money he had according to
the accounts he intended to pay. Having finished this business, he wrote a cold and cutting answer to
his mother. Then he took out of his notebook three notes of Anna's, read them again, burned them,
and, remembering their conversation on the previous day, he sank into deep thought.