The guard's words roused him, and forced him to think of his mother and his approaching meeting with
her. He did not in his heart respect his mother, and, without acknowledging it to himself, he did not love
her, though in accordance with the ideas of the set in which he lived, and with his own upbringing, he
could not have conceived of any behavior to his mother not in the highest degree respectful and obedient,
and the more externally obedient and respectful, the less in his heart he respected and loved her.