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Feels it in my soul. O, Masr! the love of Christ, that passeth knowledge. Singular! said St. Clare, turning away, that the story of a man that lived and died eighteen hundred years ago can affect people so yet. But he was no man, he added, suddenly. No man ever had such long and living power! O, that I could believe what my mother taught me, and pray as I did when I was a boy! If Masr pleases, said Tom, Miss Eva used to read this so beautifully. I wish Masrd be so good as read it. Dont get no readin, hardly, now Miss Evas gone. The chapter was the eleventh of John,the touching account of the raising of Lazarus, St. Clare read it aloud, often pausing to wrestle down feelings which were roused by the pathos of the story. Tom knelt before him, with clasped hands, and with an absorbed expression of love, trust, adoration, on his quiet face. Tom, said his Master, this is all real to you! I can jest fairly see it Masr, said Tom. I wish I had your eyes, Tom. I wish, to the dear Lord, Masr had! But, Tom, you know that I have a great deal more knowledge than you; what if I should tell you that I dont believe this Bible? O, Masr! said Tom, holding up his hands, with a deprecating gesture. Wouldnt it shake your faith some, Tom? Not a grain, said Tom. Why, Tom, you must know I know the most. O, Masr, havent you jest read how he hides from the wise and prudent, and reveals unto babes? But Masr wasnt in earnest, for sartin, now? said Tom, anxiously. No, Tom, I was not. I dont disbelieve, and I think there is reason to believe; and still I dont. Its a troublesome bad habit Ive got, Tom. If Masr would only pray! How do you know I dont, Tom? Does Masr? I would, Tom, if there was anybody there when I pray; but its all speaking unto nothing, when I do. But come, Tom, you pray now, and show me how. Toms heart was full; he poured it out In prayer, like waters that have been long suppressed. One thing was plain enough; Tom thought there was somebody to hear, whether there were or not. In fact, St. Clare felt himself borne, on the tide of his faith and feeling, almost to the gates of that heaven he seemed so vividly to conceive. It seemed to bring him nearer to Eva. Thank you, my boy, said St. Clare, when Tom rose. I like to hear you, Tom; but go, now, and leave me alone; some other time, Ill talk more. |
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