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Dear papa! said Eva. I cannot, said St. Clare, rising, I cannot have it so! The Almighty hath dealt very bitterly with me! and St. Clare pronounced these words with a bitter emphasis, indeed. Augustine! has not God a right to do what he will with his own? said Miss Ophelia. Perhaps so; but that doesnt make it any easier to bear, said he, with a dry, hard, tearless manner, as he turned away. Papa, you break my heart! said Eva, rising and throwing herself into his arms; you must not feel so! and the child sobbed and wept with a violence which alarmed them all, and turned her fathers thoughts at once to another channel. There, Eva,there, dearest! Hush! hush! I was wrong; I was wicked. I will feel any way, do any way,only dont distress yourself; dont sob so. I will be resigned; I was wicked to speak as I did. Eva soon lay like a wearied dove in her fathers arms; and he, bending over her, soothed her by every tender word he could think of. Marie rose and threw herself out of the apartment into her own, when she fell into violent hysterics. You didnt give me a curl, Eva, said her father, smiling sadly. They are all yours, papa, said she, smilingyours and mammas; and you must give dear aunty as many as she wants. I only gave them to our poor people myself, because you know, papa, they might be forgotten when I am gone, and because I hoped it might help them remember. . . . You are a Christian, are you not, papa? said Eva, doubtfully. Why do you ask me? I dont know. You are so good, I dont see how you can help it. What is being a Christian, Eva? Loving Christ most of all, said Eva. Do you, Eva? Certainly I do. You never saw him, said St. Clare. That makes no difference, said Eva. I believe him, and in a few days I shall see him; and the young face grew fervent, radiant with joy. St. Clare said no more. It was a feeling which he had seen before in his mother; but no chord within vibrated to it. Eva, after this, declined rapidly; there was no more any doubt of the event; the fondest hope could not be blinded. Her beautiful room was avowedly a sick room; and Miss Ophelia day and night performed the duties of a nurse,and never did her friends appreciate her value more than in that capacity. With so well-trained a hand and eye, such perfect adroitness and practice in every art which could promote neatness and comfort, and keep out of sight every disagreeable incident of sickness,with such a perfect sense of time, such a clear, untroubled head, such exact accuracy in remembering every prescription and direction of the doctors,she was everything to him. They who had shrugged their shoulders at her |
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