else that might be for me. There appears to me, moreover, as I look back, no note in all this more extraordinary
than the mere fact that, in spite of my tension and of their triumph, I never lost patience with them. Adorable
they must in truth have been, I now reflect, that I didnt in these days hate them! Would exasperation,
however, if relief had longer been postponed, finally have betrayed me? It little matters, for relief arrived.
I call it relief, though it was only the relief that a snap brings to a strain or the burst of a thunderstorm to
a day of suffocation. It was at least change, and it came with a rush.