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Your learning the truth? I daresay! But, heavens, I fell, with vehemence, athinking, what it shows that they must, to that extent, have succeeded in making of him! Ah, nothing thats not nice now! Mrs. Grose lugubriously pleaded. I dont wonder you looked queer, I persisted, when I mentioned to you the letter from his school! I doubt if I looked as queer as you! she retorted with homely force. And if he was so bad then as that comes to, how is he such an angel now? Yes, indeedand if he was a fiend at school! How, how, how? Well, I said in my torment, you must put it to me again, but I shall not be able to tell you for some days. Only, put it to me again! I cried in a way that made my friend stare. There are directions in which I must not for the present let myself go. Meanwhile I returned to her first examplethe one to which she had just previously referredof the boys happy capacity for an occasional slip. If Quinton your remonstrance at the time you speak ofwas a base menial, one of the things Miles said to you, I find myself guessing, was that you were another. Again her admission was so adequate that I continued: And you forgave him that? Wouldnt you? Oh, yes! And we exchanged there, in the stillness, a sound of the oddest amusement. Then I went on: At all events, while he was with the man Miss Flora was with the woman. It suited them all! It suited me, too, I felt, only too well; by which I mean that it suited exactly the particularly deadly view I was in the very act of forbidding myself to entertain. But I so far succeeded in checking the expression of this view that I will throw, just here, no further light on it than may be offered by the mention of my final observation to Mrs. Grose. His having lied and been impudent are, I confess, less engaging specimens than I had hoped to have from you of the outbreak in him of the little natural man. Still, I mused, They must do, for they make me feel more than ever that I must watch. It made me blush, the next minute, to see in my friends face how much more unreservedly she had forgiven him than her anecdote struck me as presenting to my own tenderness an occasion for doing. This came out when, at the schoolroom door, she quitted me. Surely you dont accuse him Of carrying on an intercourse that he conceals from me? Ah, remember that, until further evidence, I now accuse nobody. Then, before shutting her out to go, by another passage, to her own place, I must just wait, I wound up. |
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