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Why, youll make me wish to stay here two or three years. I spoke as benevolently as possible, though it had begun to act on my nerves that with these women so associated with Aspern the pecuniary question should constantly come back. That would be very good for me, she replied, smiling. You put me on my honor! She looked as if she failed to understand this, but went on: She wants me to have more. She thinks she is going to die. Ah, not soon, I hope! I exclaimed with genuine feeling. I had perfectly considered the possibility that she would destroy her papers on the day she should feel her end really approach. I believed that she would cling to them till then, and I think I had an idea that she read Asperns letters over every night or at least pressed them to her withered lips. I would have given a good deal to have a glimpse of the latter spectacle. I asked Miss Tita if the old lady were seriously ill, and she replied that she was only very tiredshe had lived so very, very long. That was what she said herselfshe wanted to die for a change. Besides, all her friends were dead long ago; either they ought to have remained or she ought to have gone. That was another thing her aunt often saidshe was not at all content. But people dont die when they like, do they? Miss Tita inquired. I took the liberty of asking why, if there was actually enough money to maintain both of them, there would not be more than enough in case of her being left alone. She considered this difficult problem a moment and then she said, Oh, well, you know, she takes care of me. She thinks that when Im alone I shall be a great fool, I shall not know how to manage. I should have supposed that you took care of her. Im afraid she is very proud. Why, have you discovered that already? Miss Tita cried with the glimmer of an illumination in her face. I was shut up with her there for a considerable time, and she struck me, she interested me extremely. It didnt take me long to make my discovery. She wont have much to say to me while Im here. No, I dont think she will, my companion averred. Do you suppose she has some suspicion of me? Miss Titas honest eyes gave me no sign that I had touched a mark. I shouldnt think soletting you in after all so easily. Oh, so easily! she has covered her risk. But where is it that one could take an advantage of her? I oughtnt to tell you if I knew, ought I? And Miss Tita added, before I had time to reply to this, smiling dolefully, Do you think we have any weak points? Thats exactly what Im asking. You would only have to mention them for me to respect them religiously. She looked at me, at this, with that air of timid but candid and even gratified curiosity with which she had confronted me from the first; and then she said, There is nothing to tell. We are terribly quiet. I dont know how the days pass. We have no life. I wish I might think that I should bring you a little. Oh, we know what we want, she went on. Its all right. |
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