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he continued, though it was so strangeso pitiful. You wanted to look at life for yourselfbut you were not allowed; you were punished for your wish. You were ground in the very mill of the conventional! Oh yes, Ive been punished, Isabel sobbed. He listened to her a little, and then continued: Was he very bad about your coming? He made it very hard for me. But I dont care. It is all over then between you? Oh no; I dont think anythings over. Are you going back to him? Ralph gasped. I dont knowI cant tell. I shall stay here as long as I may. I dont want to thinkI neednt think. I dont care for anything but you, and thats enough for the present. It will last a little yet. Here on my knees, with you dying in my arms, Im happier than I have been for a long time. And I want you to be happynot to think of anything sad; only to feel that Im near you and I love you. Why should there be pain? In such hours as this what have we to do with pain? Thats not the deepest thing; theres something deeper. Ralph evidently found from moment to moment greater difficulty in speaking; he had to wait longer to collect himself. At first he appeared to make no response to these last words; he let a long time elapse. Then he murmured simply: You must stay here. I should like to stayas long as seems right. As seems rightas seems right? He repeated her words. Yes, you think a great deal about that. Of course one must. Youre very tired, said Isabel. Im very tired. You said just now that pains not the deepest thing. Nono. But its very deep. If I could stay For me youll always be here, she softly interrupted. It was easy to interrupt him. But he went on, after a moment: It passes, after all; its passing now. But love remains. I dont know why we should suffer so much. Perhaps I shall find out. There are many things in life. Youre very young. I feel very old, said Isabel. Youll grow young again. Thats how I see you. I dont believeI dont believeBut he stopped again; his strength failed him. She begged him to be quiet now. We neednt speak to understand each other, she said. I dont believe that such a generous mistake as yours can hurt you for more than a little. Oh Ralph, Im very happy now, she cried through her tears. And remember this, he continued, that if youve been hated youve also been loved. Ah but, Isabeladored! he just audibly and lingeringly breathed. Oh my brother! she cried with a movement of still deeper prostration. |
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