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Im very just, said Isabel. What better proof of it can there be than that Im not angry with you? I dont know whats the matter with me, but Im not. I was when you began, but it has passed away. Perhaps I ought to be angry, but Mr Osmond wouldnt think so. He wants me to know everything; thats what I like him for. Youve nothing to gain, I know that. Ive never been so nice to you, as a girl, that you should have much reason for wishing me to remain one. You give very good advice; youve often done so. No, Im very quiet; Ive always believed in your wisdom, she went on, boasting of her quietness, yet speaking with a kind of contained exaltation. It was her passionate desire to be just; it touched Ralph to the heart, affected him like a caress from a creature he had injured. He wished to interrupt, to reassure her; for a moment he was absurdly inconsistent; he would have retracted what he had said. But she gave him no chance; she went on, having caught a glimpse, as she thought, of the heroic line and desiring to advance in that direction. I see youve some special idea; I should like very much to hear it. Im sure its disinterested; I feel that. It seems a strange thing to argue about, and of course I ought to tell you definitely that if you expect to dissuade me you may give it up. Youll not move me an inch; its too late. As you say, Im caught. Certainly it wont be pleasant for you to remember this, but your pain will be in your own thoughts. I shall never reproach you. I dont think you ever will, said Ralph. Its not in the least the sort of marriage I thought youd make. What sort of marriage was that, pray? Well, I can hardly say. I hadnt exactly a positive view of it, but I had a negative. I didnt think youd decide forwell, for that type. Whats the matter with Mr Osmonds type, if it be one? His being so independent, so individual, is what I most see in him, the girl declared. What do you know against him? You know him scarcely at all. Yes, Ralph said, I know him very little, and I confess I havent facts and items to prove him a villain. But all the same I cant help feeling that youre running a grave risk. Marriage is always a grave risk, and his risks as grave as mine. Thats his affair! If hes afraid, let him back out. I wish to God he would. Isabel reclined in her chair, folding her arms and gazing a while at her cousin. I dont think I understand you, she said at last coldly. I dont know what youre talking about. I believed youd marry a man of more importance. Cold, I say, her tone had been, but at this a colour like a flame leaped into her face. Of more importance to whom? It seems to me enough that ones husband should be of importance to ones self! Ralph blushed as well; his attitude embarrassed him. Physically speaking he proceeded to change it; he straightened himself, then leaned forward, resting a hand on each knee. He fixed his eyes on the ground; he had an air of the most respectful deliberation. Ill tell you in a moment what I mean, he presently said. He felt agitated, intensely eager; now that he had opened the discussion he wished to discharge his mind. But he wished also to be superlatively gentle. Isabel waited a littlethen she went on with majesty. In everything that makes one care for people Mr Osmond is preeminent. There may be nobler natures, but Ive never had the pleasure of meeting one. Mr Osmonds is the finest I know; hes good enough for me, and interesting enough, and clever enough. Im far more struck with what he has and what he represents than with what he may lack. I had treated myself to a charming vision of your future, Ralph observed without answering this; I had amused myself with planning out a high destiny for you. There was to be nothing of this sort in it. You were not to come down so easily or so soon. |
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