`But see how I mean.'

She went to where a swing-glass stood, and taking it in her hands carried it to a spot by the window where it could catch the sunshine, moving the glass till the beams were reflected into Phillotson's face.

`There - you can see the great red sun now!' she said. `And I am sure it will cheer you - I do so hope it will!' She spoke with a childlike, repentant kindness, as if she could not do too much for him.

Phillotson smiled sadly. `You are an odd creature!' he murmured as the sun glowed in his eyes. `The idea of your coming to see me after what has passed!'

`Don't let us go back upon that!' she said quickly. `I have to catch the omnibus for the train, as Jude doesn't know I have come; he was out when I started; so I must return home almost directly. Richard, I am so very glad you are better. You don't hate me, do you? You have been such a kind friend to me!'

`I am glad to know you think so,' said Phillotson huskily. `No. I don't hate you!'

It grew dusk quickly in the gloomy room during their intermittent chat, and when candles were brought and it was time to leave she put her hand in his or rather allowed it to flit through his; for she was significantly light in touch. She had nearly closed the door when he said, `Sue!' He had noticed that, in turning away from him, tears were on her face and a quiver in her lip.

It was bad policy to recall her - he knew it while he pursued it. But he could not help it. She came back.

`Sue,' he murmured, `do you wish to make it up, and stay? I'll forgive you and condone everything!'

`Oh you can't, you can't!' she said hastily. `You can't condone it now!'

`He is your husband now, in effect, you mean, of course?'

`You may assume it. He is obtaining a divorce from his wife Arabella.'

`His wife! It is altogether news to me that he has a wife.'

`It was a bad marriage.'

`Like yours.'

`Like mine. He is not doing it so much on his own account as on hers. She wrote and told him it would be a kindness to her, since then she could marry and live respectably. And Jude has agreed.'

`A wife.... A kindness to her. Ah, yes; a kindness to her to release her altogether.... But I don't like the sound of it. I can forgive, Sue.'

`No, no! You can't have me back now I have been so wicked - as to do what I have done!'

There had arisen in Sue's face that incipient fright which showed itself whenever he changed from friend to husband, and which made her adopt any line of defence against marital feeling in him. `I must go now. I'll come again - may I?'

`I don't ask you to go, even now. I ask you to stay.'

`I thank you, Richard; but I must. As you are not so ill as I thought, I cannot stay!'

`She's his - his from lips to heel!' said Phillotson; but so faintly that in closing the door she did not hear it. The dread of a reactionary change in the schoolmaster's sentiments, coupled, perhaps, with a faint shamefacedness at letting even him know what a slipshod lack of thoroughness, from a man's point


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