`But, Mr Boldwood - six years--'

`Do you want to be the wife of any other man?'

`No indeed! I mean, that I don't like to talk about this matter now. Perhaps it is not proper, and I ought not to allow it. Let us drop it. My husband may be living, as I said.'

`Of course, I'll drop the subject if you wish. But propriety has nothing to do with reasons. I am a middle- aged man, willing to protect you for the remainder of our lives. On your side, at least, there is no passion or blamable haste - on mine, perhaps, there is. But I can't help seeing that if you choose from a feeling of pity, and, as you say, a wish to make amends, to make a bargain with me for a far ahead time - an agreement which will set all things right and make me happy late though it may be - there is no fault to be found with you as a woman. Hadn't I the first place beside you? Haven't you been almost mine once already? Surely you can say to me as much as this, you will have me back again should circumstances permit? Now, pray speak! O Bathsheba, promise - it is only a little promise - that if you marry again, you will marry me!'

His tone was so excited that she almost feared him it this moment, even whilst she sympathized. It was a simple physical fear - the weak of the strong; there was no emotional aversion or inner repugnance She said, with some distress in her voice, for she remembered vividly hid out burst on the Yalbury Read, and shrank from a repetition of his anger:--

`I will never marry another man whilst you wish me to be your wife, whatever comes - but to say more - you have taken me so by surprise--'

`But let it stand in these simple words - that in six years' time you will be my wife? Unexpected accidents we'll not mention, because those, of course, must be given way to. Now, this time I know you will keep your word.'

`That's why I hesitate to give it.'

`But do give it! Remember the past, and be kind.'

She breathed; and then said mournfully: `O what shall I do? I don't love you, and I much fear that I never shall love you as much as a woman ought to love a husband. If you, sir, know that, and I can yet give you happiness by a mere promise to marry at the end of six years, if my husband should not come back, it is a great honour to me. And if you value such an act of friendship from a woman who doesn't esteem herself as she did, and has little love left, why I - I will--'

`Promise!'

` - Consider, if I cannot promise soon.'

`But soon is perhaps never?'

`O no, it is not! I mean soon. Christmas, we'll say.'

`Christmas!' He said nothing further till he added: `Well, I'll say no more to you about it till that time.'

Bathsheba was in a very peculiar state of mind, which showed how entirely the soul is the slave of the body, the ethereal spirit dependent for its quality upon the tangible flesh and blood. It is hardly too much to say that she felt coerced by a force stronger than her own will, not only into the act of promising upon this singularly remote and vague matter, but into the emotion of fancying that she ought to promise. When the weeks intervening between the night of this conversation and Christmas day began perceptibly to diminish, her anxiety and perplexity increased.