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You heard all the words he said to me; they were not much of a welcome, were they? And my dear mother, who alwayswhether I was to blame or not I suppose Roger is sure to come home to- night? Quite sure. You are staying here, are you not? Do you often see my mother, or does this omnipotent nurse keep you out too? Mrs. Hamley hasnt asked for me for three days now, and I dont go into her room unless she asks. Im leaving on Friday, I believe. My mother was very fond of you, I know. After a while he said, in a voice that had a great deal of sensitive pain in its tone I supposedo you know whether she is quite consciousquite herself? Not always conscious, said Molly tenderly. She has to take so many opiates. But she never wanders, only forgets, and sleeps. Oh, mother, mother! said he, stopping suddenly, and hanging over the fire, his hands on the chimney- piece. When Roger came home, Molly thought it time to retire. Poor girl! it was getting time for her to leave this scene of distress in which she could be of no use. She sobbed herself to sleep, this Tuesday night. Two days more, and it would be Friday; and she would have to wrench up the roots she had shot down into this ground. The weather was bright the next morning; and morning and sunny weather cheer up young hearts. Molly sate in the dining-room, making tea for the gentlemen as they came down. She could not help hoping that the Squire and Osborne might come to a better understanding before she left; for after all, in the dissension between father and son lay a bitterer sting than in the illness sent by God. But, though they met at the breakfast-table, they purposely avoided addressing each other. Perhaps the natural subject of conversation between the two, at such a time, would have been Osbornes long journey the night before; but he had never spoken of the place he had come from, whether north, south, east, or west, and the Squire did not choose to allude to anything that might bring out what his son wished to conceal. Again, there was an unexpressed idea in both their minds that Mrs. Hamleys present illness was much aggravated, if not entirely brought on, by the discovery of Osbornes debts; so, many inquiries and answers on that head were tabooed. In fact, their attempts at easy conversation were limited to local subjects, and principally addressed to Molly or Roger. Such intercourse was not productive of pleasure, or even of friendly feeling, though there was a thin outward surface of politeness and peace. Long before the day was over, Molly wished that she had acceded to her fathers proposal, and gone home with him. No one seemed to want her. Mrs. Jones, the nurse, assured her, time after time, that Mrs. Hamley had never named her name; and her small services in the sick-room were not required since there was a regular nurse. Osborne and Roger seemed all in all to each other; and Molly now felt how much the short conversations she had had with Roger had served to give her something to think about, all during the remainder of her solitary days. Osborne was extremely polite, and even expressed his gratitude to her for her attentions to his mother in a very pleasant manner; but he appeared to be unwilling to show her any of the deeper feelings of his heart, and almost ashamed of his exhibition of emotion the night before. He spoke to her as any agreeable young man speaks to any pleasant young lady; but Molly almost resented this. It was only the Squire who seemed to make her of any account. He gave her letters to write, small bills to reckon up; and she could have kissed his hands for thankfulness. The last afternoon of her stay at the Hall came. Roger had gone out on the Squires business. Molly went into the garden, thinking over the last summer, when Mrs. Hamleys sofa used to be placed under the old cedar-tree on the lawn, and when the warm air seemed to be scented with roses and sweetbriar. |
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