`O he is cruel!' Maggie sobbed aloud, finding a wretched pleasure in the hollow resonance that came through the long empty space of the attic. She never thought of beating or grinding her Fetish; she was too miserable to be angry.

These bitter sorrows of childhood! - when sorrow is all new and strange, when hope has not yet got wings to fly beyond the days and weeks, and the space from summer to summer seems measureless.

Maggie soon thought she had been hours in the attic, and it must be tea-time, and they were all having their tea, and not thinking of her. Well, then, she would stay up there and starve herself - hide herself behind the tub and stay there all night, and then they would all be frightened and Tom would be sorry. Thus Maggie thought in the pride of her heart, as she crept behind the tub; but presently she began to cry again at the idea that they didn't mind her being there. If she went down again to Tom now - would he forgive her? - perhaps her father would be there and he would take her part. But then, she wanted Tom to forgive her because he loved her, not because his father told him. No, she would never go down if Tom didn't come to fetch her. This resolution lasted in great intensity for five dark minutes behind the tub; but then the need of being loved, the strongest need in poor Maggie's nature, began to wrestle with her pride and soon threw it. She crept from behind her tub into the twilight of the long attic, but just then she heard a quick footstep on the stairs.

Tom had been too much interested in his talk with Luke, in going the round of the premises, walking in and out where he pleased, and whittling sticks without any particular reason except that he didn't whittle sticks at school, to think of Maggie and the effect his anger had produced on her. He meant to punish her, and that business having been performed, he occupied himself with other matters like a practical person. But when he had been called in to tea, his father said, `Why, where's the little wench?' and Mrs Tulliver, almost at the same moment, said, `Where's your little sister?' both of them having supposed that Maggie and Tom had been together all the afternoon.

`I don't know,' said Tom. He didn't want to `tell' of Maggie, though he was angry with her, for Tom Tulliver was a lad of honour.

`What, hasn't she been playing with you all this while?' said the father. `She'd been thinking o' nothing but your coming home.'

`I haven't seen her this two hours,' says Tom, Commencing on the plum-cake.

`Goodness heart! She's got drownded,' exclaimed Mrs Tulliver, rising from her seat and running to the window. `How could you let her do so?' she added, as became a fearful woman, accusing she didn't know whom of she didn't know what.

`Nay, nay, she's none drownded,' said Mr Tulliver. `You've been naughty to her, I doubt, Tom?'

`I'm sure I haven't, father,' said Tom, indignantly. `I think she's in the house.'

`Perhaps up in that attic,' said Mrs Tulliver, `a-singing and talking to herself, and forgetting all about meal- times.'

`You go and fetch her down, Tom,' said Mr Tulliver, rather sharply, his perspicacity or his fatherly fondness for Maggie making him suspect that the lad had been hard upon `the little un,' else she would never have left his side. `And be good to her, do you hear? Else I'll let you know better.'

Tom never disobeyed his father, for Mr Tulliver was a peremptory man, and, as he said, would never let anybody get hold of his whip-hand; but he went out rather sullenly, carrying his piece of plum-cake, and not intending to reprieve Maggie's punishment, which was no more than she deserved. Tom was only thirteen, and had no decided views in grammar and arithmetic, regarding them for the most part as open questions, but he was particularly clear and positive on one point, namely that he would punish


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