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to think of digging with some cheerfulness if Nancy Lammeter were to be won on those terms; but since he must irrevocably lose her as well as the inheritance, and must break every tie but the one that degraded him and left him without motive for trying to recover his better self, he could imagine no future for himself on the other side of confession but that of listing for a soldierthe most desperate step, short of suicide, in the eyes of respectable families. No! he would rather trust to casualties than to his own resolverather go on sitting at the feast, and sipping the wine he loved, though with the sword hanging over him, and terror in his heart, than rush away into the cold darkness where there was no pleasure left. The utmost concession to Dunstan about the horse began to seem easy compared with the fulfilment of his own threat. But his pride would not let him recommence the conversation otherwise than by continuing the quarrel. Dunstan was waiting for this, and took his ale in shorter draughts than usual. Its just like you, Godfrey burst out in a bitter tone, to talk about my selling Wildfire in that cool waythe last thing Ive got to call my own, and the best bit of horse-flesh I ever had in my life. And if youd got a spark of pride in you, youd be ashamed to see the stables emptied and everybody sneering about it. But its my belief youd sell yourself, if it was only for the pleasure of making somebody feel hed got a bad bargain. Ay, ay, said Dunstan, very placably, you do me justice, I see. You know Im a jewel for ticing people into bargains. For which reason I advise you to let me sell Wildfire. Id ride him to the hunt to-morrow for you with pleasure. I shouldnt look so handsome as you in the saddle, but its the horse theyll bid for and not the rider. Yes, I dare saytrust my horse to you! As you please, said Dunstan, rapping the windowseat again with an air of great unconcern. Its you have got to pay Fowlers money; its none of my business. You received the money from him when you went to Bramcote, and you told the Squire it wasnt paid. Id nothing to do with that; you chose to be so obliging as to give it me, that was all. If you dont want to pay the money, let it alone; its all one to me. But I was willing to accommodate you by undertaking to sell the horse, seeing its not convenient to you to go so far to-morrow. Godfrey was silent for some moments. He would have liked to spring on Dunstan, wrench the whip from his hand, and flog him to within an inch of his life, and no bodily fear could have deterred him; but he was mastered by another sort of fear, which was fed by feelings stronger even than his resentment. When he spoke again it was in a half-conciliatory tone. Well, you mean no nonsense about the horse, eh? Youll sell him all fair, and hand over the money? If you dont, you know, everything ull go to smash, for Ive got nothing else to trust to. And youll have less pleasure in pulling the horse over my head when your own skulls to be broken too. Ay, ay, said Dunstan, rising; all right. I thought youd come round. Im the fellow to bring old Bryce up to the scratch. Ill get you a hundred and twenty for him, if I get you a penny. But itll perhaps rain cats and dogs to-morrow, as it did yesterday, and then you cant go, said Godfrey, hardly knowing whether he wished for that obstacle or not. Not it, said Dunstan; Im always lucky in my weather. It might rain if you wanted to go yourself. You never hold trumps, you know; I always do. Youve got the beauty, you see, and Ive got the luck, so you must keep me by you for your crooked sixpence; youll ne-ver get along without me. Confound you, hold your tongue! said Godfrey impetuously. And take care to keep sober to-morrow, else youll get pitched on your head coming home, and Wildfire might be the worse for it. Make your tender heart easy, said Dunstan, opening the door. You never knew me see double when Id got a bargain to make; it ud spoil the fun. Besides, whenever I fall, Im warranted to fall on my legs. |
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