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I ha fell into th pit, my dear, as have cost wiin the knowledge o old fok now livin, hundreds and hundreds o mens lives fathers, sons, brothers, dear to thousands an thousands, an keeping em fro want and hunger. I ha fell into a pit that ha been wi th Fire-damp crueller than battle. I ha read on t in the public petition, as onny one may read, fro the men that works in pits, in which they ha prayn and prayn the lawmakers for Christs sake not to let their work be murder to em, but to spare em for th wives and children that they loves as well as gentlefok loves theirs. When it were in work, it killed wiout need; when tis let alone, it kills wiout need. See how we die an no need, one way an another in a muddle every day! He faintly said it, without any anger against any one. Merely as the truth. Thy little sister, Rachael, thou hast not forgot her. Thourt not like to forget her now, and me so nigh her. Thou knowst poor, patient, suffrin, dear how thou didst work for her, seetn all day long in her little chair at thy winder, and how she died, young and misshapen, awlung o sickly air as hadn no need to be, an awlung o working peoples miserable homes. A muddle! Aw a muddle! Louisa approached him; but he could not see her, lying with his face turned up to the night sky. If aw th things that tooches us, my dear, was not so muddled, I shouldn ha hadn need to coom heer. If we was not in a muddle among ourseln, I shouldn ha been, by my own fellow weavers and workin brothers, so mistook. If Mr Bounderby had ever knowd me right if hed ever knowd me at aw he wouldn ha tookn offence wi me. He wouldn ha suspectn me. But look up yonder, Rachael! Look aboove! Following his eyes, she saw that he was gazing at a star. It ha shined upon me, he said reverently, in my pain and trouble down below. It ha shined into my mind. I ha lookn at t and thowt o thee, Rachael, till the muddle in my mind have cleared awa, above a bit, I hope. If soom ha been wantin in unnerstanin me better, I, too, ha been wantin in unnerstanin them better. When I got thy letter, I easily believen that what the yoong ledy sen and done to me, and what her brother sen and done to me, was one, and that there were a wicked plot betwixt em. When I fell, I were in anger wi her, an hurryin on t be as onjust t her as oothers was t me. But in our judgments, like as in our doins, we mun bear and forbear. In my pain an trouble, lookin up yonder, wi it shinin on me I ha seen more clear, and ha made it my dyin prayer that aw th world may ony coom toogether more, an get a better unnerstanin o one another, than when I were int my own weak seln. Louisa hearing what he said, bent over him on the opposite side to Rachael, so that he could see her. You ha heard? he said, after a few moments silence. I ha not forgot you, ledy. Yes, Stephen, I have heard you. And your prayer is mine. You ha a father. Will yo tak a message to him? He is here, said Louisa, with dread. Shall I bring him to you? If yo please. Louisa returned with her father. Standing hand in hand, they both looked down upon the solemn countenance. Sir, yo will clear me an mak my name good wi aw men. This I leave to yo. Mr Gradgrind was troubled and asked how? |
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