The purpose was, that I would go to Biddy, that I would show her how humbled and repentant I came
back, that I would tell her how I had lost all I once hoped for, that I would remind her of our old confidences
in my first unhappy time. Then, I would say to her, `Biddy, I think you once liked me very well, when
my errant heart, even while it strayed away from you, was quieter and better with you than it ever has
been since. If you can like me only half as well once more, if you can take me with all my faults and
disappointments on my head, if you can receive me like a forgiven child (and indeed I am as sorry, Biddy,
and have as much need of a hushing voice and a soothing hand), I hope I am a little worthier of you
that I was - not much, but a little. And, Biddy, it shall rest with you to say whether I shall work at the
forge with Joe, or whether I shall try for any different occupation down in this country, or whether we
shall go away to a distant place where an opportunity awaits me, which I set aside when it was offered,
until I knew your answer. And now, dear Biddy, if you can tell me that you will go through the world with
me, you will surely make it a better world for me, and me a better man for it, and I will try hard to make
it a better world for you.'
Such was my purpose. After three days more of recovery, I went down to the old place, to put it in execution; and
how I sped in it, is all I have left to tell.