`They've not been the death of her yet, if your name's Marwood,' said the visitor.
`Have you seen my gal, then?' cried the old woman. `Has she wrote to me?'
`She said you couldn't read,' returned the other.
`No more I can!' exclaimed the old woman, wringing her hands.
`Have you no light here?' said the other, looking round the room.
The old woman, mumbling and shaking her head, and muttering to herself about her handsome daughter, brought a candle from a cupboard in the corner, and thrusting it into the fire with a trembling hand, lighted it with some difficulty and set it on the table. Its dirty wick burnt dimly at first, being choked in its own grease; and when the bleared eyes and failing sight of the old woman could distinguish anything by its light, her visitor was sitting with her arms folded, her eyes turned downwards, and a handkerchief she had worn upon her head lying on the table by her side.
`She sent to me by word of mouth then, my gal, Alice?' mumbled the old woman, after waiting for some moments. `What did she say?'
`Look,' returned the visitor.
The old woman repeated the word in a scared uncertain way; and, shading her eyes, looked at the speaker, round the room, and at the speaker once again.
`Alice said look again, mother;' and the speaker fixed her eyes upon her.
Again the old woman looked round the room, and at her visitor, and round the room once more. Hastily seizing the candle, and rising from her seat, she held it to the visitor's face, uttered a loud cry, set down the light, and fell upon her neck!
`It's my gal! It's my Alice! It's my handsome daughter, living an come back!' screamed the old woman, rocking herself to and fro upon the breast that coldly suffered her embrace. `It's my gal! It's my Alice! It's my handsome daughter, living and come back!' she screamed again, dropping on the floor before her, clasping her knees, laying her head against them, and still rocking herself to and fro with every frantic demonstration of which her vitality was capable.
`Yes, mother,' returned Alice, stooping forward for a moment and kissing her, but endeavouring, even in the act, to disengage herself from her embrace. `I am here, at last. Let go, mother; let go. Get up, and sit in your chair. What good does this do?'
`She's come back harder than she went!' cried the mother, looking up in her face, and still holding to her knees. `She don't care for me! after all these years, and all the wretched life I've led!'
`Why, mother!' said Alice, shaking her ragged skirts to detach the old woman from them: `there are two sides to that. There have been years for me as well as you, and there has been wretchedness for me as well as you. Get up, get up!'
Her mother rose, and cried, and wrung her hands, and stood at a little distance gazing on her. Then she took the candle again, and going round her, surveyed her from head to foot, making a low moaning all the time. Then she put the candle down, resumed her chair, and beating her hands together to a kind of weary tune, and rolling herself from side to side, continued moaning and wailing to herself.
Alice got up, took off her wet cloak, and laid it aside. That done, she sat down as before, and with her arms folded, and her eyes gazing at the fire, remained silently listening with a contemptuous face to her old mother's inarticulate complainings.
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