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dont think that all the power I had of loving anything, is quite worn out! Throw me away, as all the world does. Kill me for being what I am, and having ever known her; but dont think that of me! He looked upon her, while she made this supplication, in a wild distracted manner; and, when she was silent, gently raised her. Martha, said Mr. Peggotty, God forbid as I should judge you. Forbid as I, of all men, should do that, my girl! You doent know half the change thats come, in course of time, upon me, when you think it likely. Well! he paused a moment, then went on. You doent understand how tis that this here gentleman and me has wished to speak to you. You doent understand what tis we has afore us. Listen now! His influence upon her was complete. She stood, shrinkingly, before him, as if she were afraid to meet his eyes; but her passionate sorrow was quite hushed and mute. If you heerd, said Mr. Peggotty, owt of what passed between Masr Davy and me, th night when it snew so hard, you know as I have beenwheer notfur to seek my dear niece. My dear niece, he repeated steadily. Fur shes more dear to me now, Martha, than ever she was dear afore. She put her hands before her face; but otherwise remained quiet. I have heerd her tell, said Mr. Peggotty, as you was early left fatherless and motherless, with no friend fur to take, in a rough seafaring way, their place. Maybe you can guess that if youd had such a friend, youd have got into a way of being fond of him in course of time, and that my niece was kiender daughter- like to me. As she was silently trembling, he put her shawl carefully about her, taking it up from the ground for that purpose. Whereby, said he, I know, both as she would go to the wurelds furdest end with me, if she could once see me again; and that she would fly to the wurelds furdest end to keep off seeing me. For though she aint no call to doubt my love, and doentand doent, he repeated, with a quiet assurance of the truth of what he said, theres shame steps in, and keeps betwixt us. I read, in every word of his plain impressive way of delivering himself, new evidence of his having thought of this one topic, in every feature it presented. According to our reckoning, he proceeded, Masr Davys here, and mine, she is like, one day, to make her own poor solitary course to London. We believeMasr Davy, me, and all of usthat you are as innocent of everything that has befell her, as the unborn child. Youve spoke of her being pleasant, kind, and gentle to you. Bless her, I knew she was! I knew she always was, to all. Youre thankful to her, and you love her. Help us all you can to find her, and may Heaven reward you! She looked at him hastily, and for the first time, as if she were doubtful of what he had said. Will you trust me? she asked, in a low voice of astonishment. Full and free! said Mr. Peggotty. To speak to her, if I should ever find her; shelter her, if I have any shelter to divide with her; and then, without her knowledge, come to you, and bring you to her? she asked, hurriedly. We both replied together, Yes! She lifted up her eyes, and solemnly declared that she would devote herself to this task, fervently and faithfully. That she would never waver in it, never be diverted from it, never relinquish it, while there was any chance of hope. If she were not true to it, might the object she now had in life, which bound her to |
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