I have a memorable Birthday
I pass over all that happened at school, until the anniversary of my birthday came round in March. Except that Steerforth was more to be admired than ever, I remember nothing. He was going away at the end of the half-year, if not sooner, and was more spirited and independent than before in my eyes, and therefore more engaging than before; but beyond this I remember nothing. The great remembrance by which that time is marked in my mind, seems to have swallowed up all lesser recollections, and to exist alone.
It is even difficult for me to believe that there was a gap of full two months between my return to Salem House and the arrival of that birthday. I can only understand that the fact was so, because I know it must have been so; otherwise I should feel convinced that there was no interval, and that the one occasion trod upon the others heels.
How well I recollect the kind of day it was! I smell the fog that hung about the place; I see the hoar-frost, ghostly, through it; I feel my rimy hair fall clammy on my cheek; I look along the dim perspective of the schoolroom, with a sputtering candle here and there to light up the foggy morning, and the breath of the boys wreathing and smoking in the raw cold as they blow upon their fingers, and tap their feet upon the floor.
It was after breakfast, and we had been summoned in from the play-ground, when Mr. Sharp entered and said
David Copperfield is to go into the parlour.
I expected a hamper from Peggotty, and brightened at the order. Some of the boys about me put in their claim not to be forgotten in the distribution of the good things, as I got out of my seat with great alacrity.
Dont hurry, David, said Mr. Sharp. Theres time enough, my boy, dont hurry.
I might have been surprised by the feeling tone in which he spoke, if I had given it a thought; but I gave it none until afterwards. I hurried away to the parlour; and there I found Mr. Creakle, sitting at his breakfast with the cane and a newspaper before him, and Mrs. Creakle with an open letter in her hand. But no hamper.
David Copperfield, said Mrs. Creakle, leading me to a sofa, and sitting down beside me, I want to speak to you very particularly. I have something to tell you, my child.
Mr. Creakle, at whom of course I looked, shook his head without looking at me, and stopped up a sigh with a very large piece of buttered toast.
You are too young to know how the world changes every day, said Mrs. Creakle, and how the people in it pass away. But we all have to learn it, David; some of us when we are young, some of us when we are old, some of us at all times of our lives.
I looked at her earnestly.
When you came away from home at the end of the vacation, said Mrs. Creakle, after a pause, were they all well? After another pause, Was your mama well?
I trembled without distinctly knowing why, and still looked at her earnestly, making no attempt to answer.
Because, said she, I grieve to tell you that I hear this morning your mama is very ill.
A mist arose between Mrs. Creakle and me, and her figure seemed to move in it for an instant. Then I felt the burning tears run down my face, and it was steady again.
She is very dangerously ill, she added.
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