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the Bastile, and that I shall live there a couple of months entirely at the king of Frances expence.I beg pardon, said Eugenius, drily; really I had forgot that resource. Now the event I treated gaily came seriously to my door. Is it folly, or nonchalance, or philosophy, or pertinacityor what is it in me, that, after all, when La Fleur had gone down stairs, and I was quite alone, that I could not bring down my mind to think of it otherwise than I had then spoken of it to Eugenius? And as for the Bastile! the terror is in the wordMake the most of it you can, said I to myself, the Bastile is but another word for a towerand a tower is but another word for a house you cant get out ofMercy on the gouty! for they are in it twice a yearbut with nine livres a day, and pen and ink, and paper, and patience, albeit a man cant get out, he may do very well withinat least for a month or six weeks; at the end of which, if he is a harmless fellow, his innocence appears, and he comes out a better and wiser man than he went in. I had some occasion (I forget what) to step into the court-yard, as I settled this account; and remember I walkd down stairs in no small triumph with the conceit of my reasoningBeshrew the sombre pencil! said I vauntinglyfor I envy not its powers, which paints the evils of life with so hard and deadly a colouring. The mind sits terrified at the objects she has magnified herself, and blackened: reduce them to their proper size and hue, she overlooks themTis true, said I, correcting the propositionthe Bastile is not an evil to be despisedbut strip it of its towersfill up the fosséunbarricade the doorscall it simply a confinement, and suppose tis some tyrant of a distemperand not of a man which holds you in itthe evil vanishes, and you bear the other half without complaint. I was interrupted in the hey-day of this soliloquy with a voice which I took to be of a child, which complained it could not get out.I looked up and down the passage, and seeing neither man, woman, or child, I went out without further attention. In my return back through the passage, I heard the same words repeated twice over; and looking up I saw it was a starling hung in a little cage.I cant get outI cant get out, said the starling. I stood looking at the bird; and to every person who came through the passage it ran fluttering to the side towards which they approachd it, with the same lamentation of its captivityI cant get out, said the starlingGod help thee! said I, but I ll let thee out, cost what it will; so I turnd about the cage to get to the door: it was twisted and double twisted so fast with wire, there was no getting it open without pulling the cage to piecesI took both hands to it. The bird flew to the place where I was attempting his deliverance, and thrusting his head through the trellis, pressd his breast against it, as if impatientI fear, poor creature! said I, I cannot set thee at libertyNo, said the starlingI cant get outI cant get out, said the starling. I vow, I never had my affections more tenderly awakened; or do I remember an incident in my life, where the dissipated spirits, to which my reason had been a bubble, were so suddenly calld home. Mechanical as the notes were, yet so true in tune to nature were they chanted, that in one moment they over-threw all my systematic reasonings upon the Bastile; and I heavily walkd up stairs, unsaying every word I had said in going down them. Disguise thyself as thou wilt, still, Slavery! said Istill thou art a bitter draught! and though thousands in all ages have been made to drink of thee, thou art no less bitter on that account.Tis thou, thrice sweet gracious goddess, addressing myself to Liberty, whom all in public or in private worship, whose taste is grateful, and ever will be so, till Nature herself shall changeno tint of words can spot thy snowy mantle, or chymic power turn thy sceptre into ironwith thee to smile upon him as he eats his crust, the swain is happier than his monarch, from whose court thou art exiledGracious heaven! cried I, kneeling down upon the last step but one in my ascentgrant me but health, thou great Bestower of |
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